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I Got Quiet Because I Wanted More.

I was doing a lot. But somewhere in the middle of all that activity, I had to ask myself a difficult question: What exactly do I want to become excellent at?

By Lilian Adeiwa · July 6, 2026 · 5 min read
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I entered 2026 knowing something had to change.

I just knew I wanted more.

Not necessarily more things to do. If anything, I already had enough of those. 😅

I was working as a Medical Assistant, building DOXA Gift Atelier from the ground up in Canada, leading a youth empowerment initiative, and navigating life and its many responsibilities.

I was doing a lot.

But somewhere in the middle of all that activity, I had to ask myself a difficult question:

What exactly do I want to become excellent at?

I don’t believe there is anything wrong with being multifaceted. I probably always will be.

But I also believe that whatever is worth doing is worth doing well.

And sometimes, movement can deceive us.

You can be working hard, expending energy, and moving constantly without necessarily moving in the direction you are meant to go.

So I went back to a question I believe we don’t ask enough:

Lord, what would You have me do?

The answer took me back to something I had encountered years earlier.

Product Management.

My first introduction to Product Management came in 2024 through a scholarship opportunity with B.Techified.

I learned the foundations, completed the program, received my certificate, and moved on.

At the time, Product Management was simply another skill I had acquired.

I didn’t yet understand that I would return to it.

This time, differently.

This time, with intention.

This time, to go deeper.

So, I went back.

And that decision has been stretching, humbling, and rewarding in ways I didn’t expect.

I found myself learning alongside experienced Product Managers, Senior PMs, Product Leaders, and people who had spent years in the industry.

Meanwhile, there I was, coming from my day-to-day work in healthcare and trying to understand conversations that sometimes felt like an entirely different language. 😂

There were classes where I took screenshots of concepts I didn’t understand, went away, and broke them down piece by piece until they finally made sense.

There were moments I felt I should be learning faster.

I remember someone dear to me saying:

Give yourself some grace.

I needed to hear that.

Because sometimes, when you’re surrounded by people who are further ahead, you forget that you’re allowed to be learning.

And perhaps that’s one of the things this season has taught me already:

Being a beginner is not something to be ashamed of. Remaining one because you’re unwilling to learn is a different matter.

So, where have I been?

I’ve been learning.

Building.

Questioning what I thought I knew.

Studying Product Management more deeply.

Learning about AI and how it is changing the way products are discovered, built, and managed.

Working on projects.

Making mistakes.

And slowly becoming better.

Now, I’m ready to share again.

Throughout July and beyond, I’ll be sharing what I’m learning about Product Management—from the fundamentals of what PMs actually do, to product discovery, research, strategy, experimentation, AI in the modern PM workflow, my projects, assignments, industry observations, and lessons from people who know far more than I do.

I’m still learning.

I’m also still searching for the opportunity to take this next chapter of my career into the right product team.

The market is competitive. I may not have eight years of Product Management experience yet, but I know what I bring: curiosity, transferable experience, a builder’s mindset, a willingness to learn, and the commitment to give my best to the work entrusted to me.

While I continue building toward that opportunity, I’ve decided not to keep what I’m learning to myself.

People have poured knowledge into me.
It’s my turn to pour some of it forward.

I’m back.
And this time, we’re learning together.

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A question for you

What’s something you’ve gone back to learn more deeply, even after you thought you already understood it?